im curious. (0)

hi,blog :)

im bored :(

teman eh? :)

hmm. idk how to start but never mind. i wanna tell you bout my feelings, blog. idk whether im being too sensitive or shes really changed. she always told me that she x sempat reply my texts lately. but, she the one who scolded me because of the same reason. ' u dont have 2-3mins to tell me what r u doing or where are u? im worried tau. jangan buat lagi. lain kali bagitau bby dulu ' now, she did the same thing. not once but everyday lately ni :( and she didnt tell me that she went out for breakfast with her friend. at least she told me her plan. but, i didnt get anything since morning, her subuh time. after 3 hours off waiting, i called her. i asked her where is she and she told me that she was outside having breakfast with her friend. i asked her why u didnt text me and she said ' oh! text! ok ok ' its like a SUPER WEIRD thing to her when i say text. i dont get it. surprisingly, she went out with him without telling me and didnt text me even she was with him pun. i was like wtf la kan. even morning msg pun x dapat, pastu tiba tiba tau dier dah balik semua and baru dier ckp ape dier buat. nak ckp xde crdt mmg ade lah kan. but ntah. she seems like so happy with him and forget everything bout me. i know his gf not there and your bf also not there. but, jgn la bila hangout you guys looks like a couple. he also tell you about his gf and all. i dont mind la kan. u guys are friends. so what? but, jgn la x nampak i langsung when u guys hangout together. to you, maybe i x ckp pape. but, this is how i feel.

nak main basket jap..

bye blog :)

Labels: bored, nabilah :), sad

i miss you ppl! (0)

hey :)
im here again..

im still here. at home. seriously i have pathetic life here. shit! i need to be far away from abah n mak so i can be independent. being here is a good thing for me because i can be with my family. but, with no transport, no pocket money, far away from all my friends, no internet. how can i live like this? all i can do are eat, sleep and wathing tv. im FUCKING BORED ok? luckily few days ago when i logged in to my myspace account, my classmate from my elementary school leave me a msg and add me. she told me that she is my classmate, a daughter to my father's colleague and my neighbour. i tried to remember who is she, but i cant since we are not close. suddenly, i was thinking of my long lost best friend, fahim. i wonder where is he now. i cant find him either in fb or ms. -.-' then, i remembered a name. amalina ahmadudin. i searched for her name at fb. then, i found it. yeay. and you really suprised me. idk that u r wearing tudung now. thats good. i cant contact you guys since i moved to kedah. suddenly i burst into tears when i remember all memories that we shared at kuantan. megat, amalina and musfirah. you guys are my partner in crime. lol. :) fahim and syakir are genius that i always want to beat. all of us work and play hard during our cram session for PTS. haha. i still remember we even race to finish a book of exercise that teacher gave us. i used to boss ppl around back then with amalina. pretend that we do our job when tchr were around. lari2 semua. it was fun weh. hahahaha. thats my only entertainment when im here. T_T i miss some of my highschool friends too. husaini, yusuf, hazazi, jusco, namco. i never meet jusco and namco since i moved out from sdar. ppl do contact me asap ok? (bajet ade org tau je blog ni. lol) and obviously i miss you too, nabilah :(

malas dah,bye :) Labels: bored, childhood memories, craps, nabilah :), sad

i cant sleep again. (0)

hey,man..
we meet again..

i cant sleep again.. idk why.. after lepak semalam sampai sekarang pun x tido lagi =.=' the only thing i can do is playing poker at fb ;)
lets play texas holdem poker for the whole day..lol

bye,blog.. Labels: bored, craps, empty, sad