yeay! :) (2)

i got this anny gifts from her today. im so happy :)

sadly, i have nothing to give her today :(

im so sorry, darl :(

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Happy Anniversary, darl ♥ (1)

YOU are the most important person for me and this is how i describe you, baby

YOU are the sun which brightens up my mornings

YOU are the spring which bring life to my flowers

YOU are the melodies that are sang by the birds outside my window

YOU are the inspiration to my goals, dreams & aspirations

YOU are the tears that always threaten to fall

YOU are the pride that i feel when i walk with u by my side

YOU are the words for that Kelly Clarkson song 'One Moment Like This'

YOU are the blessing that i pray for each night before i go to bed

YOU are the night light which i keep at the top of my head

YOU are the beautiful princess of all the romance novels that I've read

YOU are the ONE & ONLY that I've waited for all my life

YOU are the fur on my teddy that bring comfort to & warmth to on a rainy night

YOU are the smile which stretches across my face from ear to ear

YOU are the twinkle i get in my eyes every time i am feeling mischievous

YOU are the flame to the fire i feel burning inside

YOU are the lovely fragrances that fill up my nostrils

YOU are the first thing on my mind as i rise in the morning

YOU are the cure to every unwanted illness

YOU are the sugar to my candy coated chocolate

YOU are the cheese in my delicious strawberry cheesecake

YOU are my baby, my angel, my princess, my world

You are the breath of fresh air that i take in during sunrise

You are the wonderful colours that brighten up the sky when the sun leaves us

You are the water that i drink to refresh my throat

YOU are an angel in disguise who came to guide me

YOU are the very person my poetry describes

YOU are the last person on my mind before going to bed and even while i sleep you're on my mind

You are the hearty laughter that i let out during or after a joke

You are the chill up my spine when my dreams come true

YOU are the weakness in my knees when i see or feel ur body

YOU are the one who makes my heart beat faster when you come around.

This is how i feel from the start

At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through,
Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you.
I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key,
Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be.
When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face,
You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place.

You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me,
But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free.
You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change,
Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange.
It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart,
Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start.

No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share;
To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare.
You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live,
You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give.
My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away,
But you came into my life and showed me a better day.

Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset,
That moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met.
I wish I could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes,
For when I'm with you there's a feeling even I cannot describe.
Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased,
You touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place.

Heartbreak, loss and misery were all I ever knew,
Until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you.
Your gentle words and loving arms lift me up when I am down,
And, baby, with all you've done for me you've turned my world around.
Your love is so consistent, like the waves that break on shore,
And with every day my love for you still grows, just more and more.

When broken dreams still fill my days and nothing's going right,
You reassure me with your smile and give me back my sight.
You sweep a spell across my heart, like a breeze across the sea,
And you fill my world with beautiful dreams & feelings meant to be.
The way you live, the way you love and even so much more,
With every smile that you give, you're all I could ask for.

You are in every breath I take and in every tear I cry,
You're in every star I wish upon up in the lonely sky.
Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above,
A million magic moments sent to give you all my love.
You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true,
And I thank God for that special day he blessed my heart with you.

I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul,
the rest of my life, I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control.
Fate, destiny or magic may be the reason that we met,
But all I know is the days with you I never will forget.
Until the day I found you I never knew a love so true,
But from today until eternity I swear I'll be loving you!

It's only words and words are all I have to take your heart away.

Happy 1st anniversary, nabilah yazid :)

I ♥ you :)

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booooooyaaaahhhhhh! (2)

My darling

I miss you so much

The softness of your lips

and your warm loving touch

Many uncontrollable circumstances

have kept us sometimes apart

Yet every moment i carry you

Deep within my heart

When ever we are together

My spirit is such aglow

You always colour my world

Like a beautiful rainbow

You are the love of my life

that you will always be

The special times we share

Just mean everything to me

Each time we kiss

Theres nothing so sublime

always deliciously so fresh

like the very first time

Holding you close in my arms

Flames my passion and desire

My soul are burning

Like I am ravaged in fire

Each day I find happiness

Such joy and laughter

Knowing that soon we will be together

And living happily ever after.

i miss you, nabilah :(

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IM alwAys cLOSER TO YOU (2)

hey,blog..
how are u,man..??
great isnt it..??
me too,bro :)

im pretty sad actually.. i had a HUGE fight with my gf last night.. she still dont give up on persuading me to continue my studies.. she did a good thing and i agree to continue my studies.. she asked me to go back to abah's ASAP since i told her that abah forced me to go back ASAP.. but, i insist because i want to spend time with her first.. i told her that if im going back early, im still not continuing my studies this 11th and abah wont discuss about this thing immediately.. it takes time since we are RARELY talk.. he will talk to me when i caused troubles.. but, NABILAH has a positive mind and she said that people can change and it starts from you.. you here is me lah of course.. suddenly, out of nowhere i attacked her like hell and then i realised that i have crossed the line.. then, she give up and hang up the call.. she was crying.. she still dont want to talk to me until now ;( i fell guilty.. i mean it, NABILAH.. im so sorry ;( i didnt mean to hurt u ;( this is the second time people who are really close to me dont want to talk to me.. 1st one was my best friend few years ago.. please forgive me, NABILAH ;(

btw,the title has 2 ways to read it.. 1 of them with CAPS..

till then,blog.. Labels: ily, nabilah :), sad, sorry :(

im in dilemma. (0)

dear,blog :)

listen to my story now..

the first week of this year has past.. during that week, i've been through a lot of shit.. i was thinking bout every single thing that happened and about to happen in my life.. im in dilemma whether i want to work or continue my studies.. but, the most important thing for me now is MONEY.. yes, MONEY.. i want to have my own money.. i dont want to depend on my parents anymore.. i've get in so many trouble last year and wasted a lot of their money for nothing.. NOTHING, ok..?? at the end of the day, i started regretting about every single thing that involved money last year although i never regret about everything that i did in the past.. but,last year is totally different thing to me.. i wasted a year and 60k+.. although im the only child, but its too much.. this is why i want to have my own money.. so,i decided to work and stop my studies for a while.. i mean a year.. then, i went to S and applied a job there.. but, they asked me to wait for their call..until now, i didnt receive any call from them.. then, i find another alternative to earn money.. i search for some online jobs on the internet.. i've try a few of them,but sadly, all of them were scam..not ALL.. but, SOME of them.. meanwhile, my gf was convincing me to continue my studies.. she made think twice.. but, i still want to work.. but idk where to start.. she was worried about me because im here in subang alone doing nothing.. then, she start persuading me again to continue my studies.. this time, i really think twice and yes, i want to continue my studies.. but, first i need to master my math skills back because i think im stupid than 5th grader.. *sigh* thanks to NABILAH, u helped me a lot, baby :) now, the problem is abah wants me to go home first.. he wants to discuss about my decision of continuing my studies..when it comes to abah, he likes to make his own decision and its more difficult than it should be..but, of course he always follow my decision.. abah abah.. i love u jugak macam mana pun.. u are still my abah.. n mak pun.. thanks for always be by my side in every decision that i've made.. i love u too :) but, i cant start my 3rd sem on 11th january because abah wants me to go home.. sorry, NABILAH ;( sorry abah, mamat x angkat call abah one day semalam..im stressed ;( abah start his bonding with jaja back last night..lagi la kena paksa balik dengan jaja.. *sigh* nevermind.. i'll go back around 11th la paling awal pun.. i want to spend time with her dulu on 10th ;) if abah still force me to go back, then i'll go home lah.. master my math skills kat sana dulu, DRIVING LICENSE please abah, then im here back in subang lah.. ok, thats the plan.. hopefully jadi :)

to NABILAH.. im sorry for everything that happened last night.. i was so stressed yesterday.. sorry for being a jerk.. i didnt mean to hurt u ;( please forgive me ;( thanks NABILAH YAZID for always be by my side thru thick and thin.. i really appreciate everything that you help, give, advice me.. i love you so much, NABILAH :)

see ya around,blog..

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