IM alwAys cLOSER TO YOU

hey,blog..
how are u,man..??
great isnt it..??
me too,bro :)

im pretty sad actually.. i had a HUGE fight with my gf last night.. she still dont give up on persuading me to continue my studies.. she did a good thing and i agree to continue my studies.. she asked me to go back to abah's ASAP since i told her that abah forced me to go back ASAP.. but, i insist because i want to spend time with her first.. i told her that if im going back early, im still not continuing my studies this 11th and abah wont discuss about this thing immediately.. it takes time since we are RARELY talk.. he will talk to me when i caused troubles.. but, NABILAH has a positive mind and she said that people can change and it starts from you.. you here is me lah of course.. suddenly, out of nowhere i attacked her like hell and then i realised that i have crossed the line.. then, she give up and hang up the call.. she was crying.. she still dont want to talk to me until now ;( i fell guilty.. i mean it, NABILAH.. im so sorry ;( i didnt mean to hurt u ;( this is the second time people who are really close to me dont want to talk to me.. 1st one was my best friend few years ago.. please forgive me, NABILAH ;(

btw,the title has 2 ways to read it.. 1 of them with CAPS..

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2 comments:

Nabilah Yazid said...

dear blog, thanks for being an ear to insaf for him to tell anything that his heart want to. thank you. n please be sincere to be the listener.'

sayang. im sorry. i cant hold the tears dah bile think of ape yg i buat kt u. i didnt pick up ur calls, i reply msg nak tak nak. i feel guilty. but i dont do it saje2. ade reason i buat bende tu sume. tp biar i explain tomorrow. i just wanna say sorry. i know ure suffering. i love you so much,honey. n yes, i miss you. see you tomorrow. :'(

insaf said...

its ok,honey..
your apology is accepted :)

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